How have you been?

Its been a while since I've put up anything of real substance here. What can I say? Time is whirring by quicker than ever and I haven't yet had time to stop and smell the roses. All is well in my little world. The people I love are happy and safe. The stars have been shining brighter than ever and the rain has fallen leaving little destruction in its wake. Of course, the key word is little. A few minor meltdowns have occurred I guess, but nothing worthy of reporting. On Monday I have my first final IB Yr 1 exam and next Monday, the battle ends. After resting for a few days, i'll have to prepare for the second battle - Entrance examinations. In not more than a year, the war will be over. I will have graduated school and left the tertiary education system with many experiences and life lessons. One can only hope that the bridges I burnt with such malice and paradoxily, pain light my way. One can only hope that though my ribs get tangled, my heart pulls through ( maybe not as pristine as before, but intact nonetheless).

There is not much else on my mind besides this. Besides you. You see, my involvement with this war has lead me to unintentionally disregard your existence. For this, I truly apologize. I didn't mean for this to happen. I didn't mean to hurt you (if I did at all). Please, tell me how you've been? I sincerely hope that your moon has been shining big and beautiful and your wounds have started to heal. Please, don't disregard your scars as failures. If there is one thing i've learnt, battle scars show your bravery and passion for life, it is something you should be proud of. You have come out of the hurricane stronger, smarter, swifter.

' Yes, I made it out of the storm alive, with only scars to show.'

I hope you understand that I still care, that I am bad at multi tasking and I shall return to normal as soon as next monday passes. Please be patient with me.

Love,

Bee