I hate growing up, and having to be responsible, and making the right decisions, and caring about the fucking future. People say this is the time when you can make reckless decisions and get away with anything. Why can't I? Why am I always preparing for the next step? You do well in primary school to get to a good secondary school. You do well in secondary school to get into a JC. You do well in JC to get to a good university. You do well in university to get a good job. You do well at the office to get a promotion. I feel like right now, at this very moment, the fate of my entire life is upon me, and it isn't fair. I'm just a kid ): why're you doing this to me?