lol wiiiiiiiiiii
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Sunday, July 24, 2011
You are like the grandma I never had. You send me breakfast every Saturday and Sunday morning. You make me lunch almost every day after school. You buy me cute little earrings whenever you go out shopping for yourself. You shout at my mom when she shouts at me. You give me cookies and ice cream and candy.
But now, you have cancer. Stage 3 Ovarian Cancer. Now, you’re bed ridden, you’re so weak, you can barely eat your food by yourself. The doctors barred all visitors except your two sons and our family, because you requested it so. Your immune system is spiralling, and you hate paper breaths. I can see the forlorn look in your eyes. I can see that you’ve given up.
Please don’t. Its killing me. Please don’t. Please fight this, because you have the chance. Please fight this because you want to live. Please fight this so you can see your grand kids grow up. Please fight this so that I can invite you to my graduation and my wedding and everything. Please fight this. Please please. It’s tearing me apart. I can’t bear to see you look so … hopeless. Whenever I saw you, you had this gracious, polite, royal smile on your face. It lit up the entire room. And now that that smile is gone, the world just looks dark and drab. I can’t even run to you now, when I really need you the most. When times are horrible at home, and I need my other home. Your home. But its all packed up in boxes on a ship in the middle of the South China Sea. My escape has escaped me.
Please, just please. I’ll do anything. Fight this.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
You’ve got so much love in you, you’ve got so much love in you. I’m amazed that i’m talking to you, you look like the songs that i’ve heard my whole life coming true
Sunday, July 10, 2011
I never, never thought I could fall like that, never knew I could hurt this bad
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Its come to a point where being yourself is probably the worse thing you could do, you guys disgust me.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
"We never dated, but we were amazing friends. Now, we’re miles apart. Although I think I’m quite over you. Sometimes, I can’t help but think that there will never be anyone as perfect for me as you. You were too big of a fool to have known that.”
They’ll Never Know
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Hush, baby don't cry
Just get through this night
Overcome
Cuz all that you are
Is broken inside
But they'll never know
They'll never know
Don't think that they'll change
They push you away
Far from home
Cuz all that they are
Is broken inside
But they'll never know
They'll never know
Don't you cry tonight
Rest your weary eyes
Cuz all that you are
Is broken inside
It's nothing you could change
It's nothing you could hide
Monday, July 4, 2011
So if you have a minute why don’t we go talk about it somewhere only we know?
