Because this is precisely why I was upset tonight and just about everybody justified it without even knowing.

Because sometimes it feels like, i'm the one who's always trying, that i'm the only one who's trying.

Because I guess all I really want to feel is loved, and wanted.

But instead I feel ostracized, cheated, misused. I feel like an outcast.

Because nights like these, I feel so lonely, it could eat me alive.